17.

Two Only

Friday, December 04, 2009

Ow hello!
I suddenly locked my blog and I suddenly reopened my blog! Maybe BM had totally controlled my mind that time and that is the only subject I worried about, and now it is over I dont remember any kosa kata anymore. The next one will be Chemistry, I have been really relax to face this subject because I have to say that Chemistry is easy :D

Polaroid appeared in every scene of You're Beautiful,aw.
Minam used it to capture photos of stars, I'll do the same thing someday. Who knows.

One piece of Polaroid costs me RM3 which sounds very normal but when I say one packet of Polaroid stack which comes in 10 pieces costs me RM30, it sounds very very expensive right?! I would definitely want to share this Polaroids with everyone around yet facing many dilemmas too, free for them or taking back the RM3 from them? I look very giam siap like that if I take back the money from them but if I did not do so, more and more RM3 is just going to leave me far away. Oh I dont know what can I do to get rid of this.

Very Q and very nice tongyuen.
22/12 is approaching very soon and I miss the taste of tongyuen however! Can we make it during class trip pfft

A funky birthday girl♥
記得我們要做新時代女性.

I am just feeling great to see everyone is working hard to achieve their goals, the ganjiong atmosphere outside the classroom as well as in canteen. I step in to the school with my right leg every time, just I did not step in to the classroom with right leg as well. As KimJun said, we really need some luck for papers, sometimes effort does not pay off, everything depends on what luck you have. I am not so lucky for this time as I got sick last week, the whole week. I cried on the bed weakly and helplessly because my ribs bone was freaking pain and I cannot breathe hardly, you got no idea of how pain was it if I breathed in. Lastly I was sending into a wad, 300bucks gone like that. I know why everyone wants to be a doctor. Mom had been so caring and busy recently, cared for my illness and busy for the new house renovation. After this SPM, everything is gonna be so new, new environment, new faces, new house, new life and a new blog perhaps lols. Oh and new shirts new skirts new shorts new make-ups new shoes. :)

This time I know, how devilish could someone be.

Sulim Yang @ 1:26 PM
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Love My Papers

Monday, November 09, 2009

I'm getting something to blog so I've chosen 7 out of hundred photos of annual dinner to post. These photos are my 'likeS' in FB, I still remember the overwhelming comments in FB that time when they just uploaded the photos, the notifications kept popping out and I was confused to read all the comments.

'Ow Finally this is nicer!'

Gengta thought we are couple, nooooooooo .. T_T

The most satisfying photo of the night ♥

And the only polaroid of the night with Sherlyn ♥

I ♥ my face, lols.

All are going to leave T.T We left becca alone in CH ;(

Yea, louyeh camping and farewell BBQ coming up after my deadly SPM! This is really the last time to be with them, hopefully the organisers will not shut this events down. By the way, I am strongly looking forward to the class trip to Pulau Pangkor although some of my funny boy mates like KimJun, SenHong, HanHoe are not going to join us :(
The life after SPM motivates me to go through these hard cores, just one more month to go and say goodbye to high school.

Sulim Yang @ 12:52 AM
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기다리다 지친다

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Somehow Im calm to see all of these heartbreaking issues, either the hard feelings are just hidden or I am not depressing at all, but most probably might be the first one. Owh this November doesnt seem to be nice, however. I still feel something's lost without Jay there, it's like something's wrong but you cant figure it out. It's even more heartbreaking when I got to know that the three boys are not contacting with the other two, omg what happened to this world. I need some HOPES there.

I am still ya fansss no matter what♥Stay strong the 12 boys out there :)
Always keep the faith♥

***

I'm currently on the way to SEJ, which I take times to study 2 bab per day. I still couldnt feel the tension even though the people around are starting to work restlessly, and I know I cant fail this exam because I'm going to use a full As(hey,maybe!who knows! pfft) result paper to apply full scholarship for my college. I have so many cravings lately, and I'm going to buy it one by one by myself :) I will work and earn money after the exam because I'm having a three-month-break as I dont wish to go into the college by January. Actually I'm not so desperate to leave ChongHwa and get into college like others do, it sounds really ... 'Oh,I've grown up!'

I still want to update my birthday post however :S This will be the first one for now.

16/10/09 Friday.
Jeong Won Korean Restaurant @ Ampang.

We went there 10ish, which was really late. Catch up with cousins and had nice dinner there, hmm it did not satisfy my stomach though :DD

no other than the whity bowls LOL.

Lucky each of us got 50bucks from gorgeous Uncle Suan! :)

Sulan in there :)

Haha, both of us have chubby faces :DD

The cousiessss.

Family photo, perfectly nice ;)
Hope that these smiles will continue to last, no tragedies and that's heartwarming enough.

*Hmm,thinking of changing my blog link*...

Sulim Yang @ 10:12 PM
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Back Back Back!

Monday, November 02, 2009

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행복해야해

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

I have always wanted to update about my birthday thingy but I have not get all the photos from my sisters. Last week is my happiest week ever because of the anythings that happened on every single day, from Monday to Sunday. I'm satisfied with what I have now :)

Last Wednesday I got a card from NanTyan surprisingly :D I wowed for so long and was overwhelmed by her kindness, this is the first piece of birthday card I received from her and perhaps is also the last piece. She and Sien came to look for me for both recesses, we talked about the upcoming annual dinner, maybe you all have seen all my photos in FB -.-
And that day, Winnie treated me her homemade YongTauFoo which I miss it badly since last year. It will be so good if I was given a chance to have it again because you have no idea of how tasty it is!!!ARGH.

Rebecca Lee made me cried LOLS♥
And I thought I can hang out with her,Sherlyn,Bing,MeiQian,NanTyan,Sien all together on Friday, but most of them ffk pfft

We went to Etude House and oh my god I am deeply in love with it! We spent 100bucks there lol, eventually we got four LeeMinho limited posters and 1 LeeMinho printed file, this is fan girls thingy because of this man, I spent my whole Sunday in SgWang, I screamed for nothing, and the poster has only fake signature. Emm, btw I like his signature :)

For those who dont know who is LeeMinho, you must know him now because he is the one who made SgWang flooded with people in every floor, frankly I have never seen this situation before, it was so scary. He totally melts everyone, and I feel like watching BOF again because Gu JunPyo was right in front of me!

So this is LeeMinho :D

And I have cut my hair.

Sulim Yang @ 11:34 PM
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Few years ago, you cried in my arms :)

Monday, October 26, 2009

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Sweety Night♥

Saturday, October 24, 2009

14/10/2009 SenHong's.

JiaJia.KaiYuan.JianPei.YihPerng. SenHong.HuoyLin.Val.XinYee. Sulim.Winnie.EngEng.

Initially Im gonna make this short but fattay said that 'he wanna recall the memories desperately' through facebook. That night was totally a good night especially the pillow talks. You gotta play the song 'I Gotta Feeling' by Black Eyed Peas to read this post pfft This event is one week ago and am I possible to recall most of the memories?

Off to Kepong and I purposely went there late, sorry people. While waiting at the bus stop I texted JianPei and he dared to tell me that he was hesitating of going or not, in that instance I felt like throwing the phone and went back home straightly because I had had enough of all of these. Anyway he was going lastly or else I gonna chop his head off.

Food&Tea.

Meet them in Food&Tea and I suddenly felt that it was worthy to join this BBQ right after meeting them. I dont know when I've become so pessimistic but I swear I will be more and more optimistic from now on :D Started to play with the DSLR so started to have nice photos to share, more photos in my facebook album.

Jianpei's.JiaJia's.Sulim's.

Maybe we were all so boring and grew mushroom while staying at home, it seemed like everyone was like owh-finally-I-can-talk!, emm for me it was,haha :D

The disgusting food, and the ~~disgusting~~ eater.

We waited for HuiLing so we shopped for groceries first, actually we are not so good in picking the food like our mothers, so we just simply grabbed something looks that good. End up with we didnt finish the snacks, and wasted a lot of meats and we washed the meats after they'd dropped to the ground during BBQ pfft. It sounds really disgusting, but we still ate them lah.

Is this my friend?No idea.

We decided to wait for HuiLing in the car but KaiYuan and I left for toilet. After getting back, we were forced to sit at the back seat which was freaking HOT and kinda airless. There is no space for us to put out legs comfortably hence we both sit in an ugly pose.

It looks like the back seat is a wide space and the car is big, in fact it's not!

He got to have this king seat, erm because of his king size?lol

SO you can imagine how narrow is the seat.

Ow finally HuiLing arrived so we moved on to SenHong's! The two people were grasping for air anyway.

Meet his new dog, forgot its name. I still love Lucky :|
While we waited for the karaoke session to start as KaiYuan was desperate in downloading the KTVs, so we girls had nothing to do then just shoot anything that's possible.

This stupid hair grrrrrr

Hmm I love the cupido so much! It is the first-sight-love of SenHong LOL

Then sometime we were too bored and tried to get something to laugh at.

New couple borned!

OW just forget about it. But this photo has become a topic in the classES, even KaiYuan has edited it into 命中注定我爱你 version which shocked me for some time -.-

wth?谁要跟你命中注定哦

suffocated lols

I love this :) Everyone's nice♥
Initially Jianpei and I wanted to post in on FB, but card reader failed to read so we couldnt update our status in that instance.hah

After Jianpei and I finished peeping some blogs and talked something about the bloggers, we got down to join the karaoke session after being nagged by laoya computer's owner - SenHong. He told us before that his karaoke has the latest songs and he gave us an example: 珊瑚海.

So lastly we didnt manage to sing 珊瑚海 but managed to see 山湖海, which means the MVs are not the usual MVs that we see in GreenBox nor Neway, can you imagine we could only watch the 山湖海 while singing Mr.Q?omg.

Then BBQ started suddenly.

Many of them disappeared and I had totally no idea where they'd gone as I was stayed in the garden compound for most of the time. Emmm, sometimes I went into the kitchen to wash the meat which dropped to the ground. Since we were quite full at that time so we were free to talk and take photos, I was glad that not many people were joining this BBQ or else everyone wouldnt be that happy.

The marshmallow that YihPerng made for me, got some from XinYee too :)
I actually didnt know that marshmallow is a must for BBQ.

Just five of us sitting at the bench and I really wondered where others'd gone =/

So just right after taking the above photo, they popped out with birthday songs! Hmmm I wasnt very surprise because somehow XinYee bocor the secret pfft.

Sorry, wrong pose.
And I realized that this was only my candled birthday cake for this year =\ So just three wishes were made for this year.

What 99% similar with Goofy -.- Not even 0.01%.

Opened the sparkling juice lonely =\ But actually I didnt care!(;

Everything got so messy after that. Cleaned up, photos taking, EngEng going back.

OWH F.S gang.

Then third piece of Polaroid :D

Current FB profile picture♥

Then they wanted me to open the present but they realized that they hadnt tear off the price tag -.- So they grabbed my present after I unwrapped the final layer.

But they used newspaper as wrapping paper T.T

LOL The first weird present I received this year as I received many weird presents this year.

Then another present by Val,Winnie,Penguin and Czemin :D

XinYee ;D

11 years♥

Revealed the present by them and it's a cup with some pins?-.-

What did we gossip. I dont really remember.

They asked us how come we dont have pimples on face. And the answer is: Nature's way to beautiful :D Actually that's kinda true, whenever I try to use some skin products the pimples would start to pop out. So better dont use them, keep your face natural :D

Cupido which accompanied me for the whole night :)

We off the computers, finally finish watching the KTVs that KaiYuan downloaded and no more 山湖海. OH He downloaded Sorry,Sorry but I actually realized that it's so difficult to sing as I thought I could! Argh, must practise more korean songs from now on! Recently very hooked on SHINee's latest mini album and You're Beautiful OST :) Aiyerrrr SS501 has totally disappointed me :( So far MBLAQ and B2ST didnt get my attention pfft Where is 2NE1! T.T

Current playlist: Hwanhee! :DD

We played King's Game(translated directly) and oh so bored. So pillow session started earlier :) We have photos for King's Game but not open to the public :D

UH.SO EIGHT OMG

Futures.Loves.Friends.
I felt like I'm leaving them very soon, and we are actually grown up silently. When I saw WeyNee drove the car away with Val beside her, I strongly felt that we are no longer the naive high school students. It goes into adults stage unknowingly. Oh 不想长大 :(

Some of us talked until 3am and we decided to sleep so we off the lights. But someone talked something interesting again in the dark so we kind of turning on the lights again!LOL. And I had a very sweet night there :)

This night's unforgettable although I dont quite remember what did we talked about. But we just get closer and we are actually so happy to meet in school while school reopened that day, and we still talked about that night.

Sulim Yang @ 12:10 AM
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제르미 ㅋㅋㅋ

Friday, October 23, 2009

OMG. This is seriously NICE.
and Alyn, I finally know why are you so into 장근석 already!He's sooooo irresistible LOL

Shit love HongKi x)
It's kinda weird to see him as a drummer but not vocalist,haha

Finally there's another hot thing after BOF!

A.N. JELL

Sulim Yang @ 12:49 AM
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Because the heartwarming words

Thursday, October 22, 2009

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The Last 17 Days to 17

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Thursday, 1st Oct.
Not good for today, god knows why. I've been tired to see all of these, even the smile I faked. Maybe I would be okay if I knew the reason for being so but too bad, it was a question without an answer. I did look stupid today and led myself to be appeared as unhappy person. I was blank while taking the bus home, did nothing but looking at the cars and people around. Oh I was totally screwed up in the school. Someone should get lost. Back then, and Chuck Bass rules :D Flirty guy I like! Strongly agree with KhaYee, his sexy voice kills everyone, somehow he's a cute one :) Good night at 3am.

Friday, 2nd Oct.
Stuck in home :D
No idea for doing what, dragging all day long is exactly what am I doing now. Opened the mail box and apparently there is always an email come from the Japanese recently. This time he sent me a photo of him with friends, but not the fellows that I guided last time. I am just wondering whether his plan to Malaysia on next May will be confirmed or not, hopef it would. One more thing to talk about his email is the English he uses, I actually cant believe that a Chinese from Shanghai who went to Japan when he was 7 can write quite well in english. So we both continue to email each other everyday and apparently the sentence "cant wait to see you!!" is repeated for so many times pfft

Saturday, 3rd Oct.
*The dream in the morning was fantastic!♥*
The PPS was playing GG S3 in the morning, SO FAR C&B are not disappointing me :D Can they just stay together forever?.. Hope so! By the way C is kind of fat :X
Did some calculus after that, I was borned to have a non-mathematical brain so forget about it. Off to toto's party later. I saw the Ikea's 2010 catalog and felt like to rush to Ikea in that moment, somehow I think that Ikea's designs are nice-to-see only. Toto and loklok are very cute today, both of them make perfects. The mother earth is gonna be destroyed soon, so when is the end of the world. AND where is the moon for this year?!

Sunday, 4th Oct.
A very hardworking me put some efforts on Calculus. Finished some chinese, hardly memorized the 4 passages. Sulan went for hiking and came home late, somehow mama was very angry at her yesterday and I felt uneasy about it :( My brain cells are finally starting to function mathematically, but seriously I dont know how to solve the integral antiderivatives questions. I am dying to see C in the next episode, shit.

Monday, 5th Oct.
How silly I was because I memorized all the 4 passages which actually we are told to memorize 2 only pfft. The BBQ thingy is finally set, few friends are going though. Senhong and I believed that we can have our own fun with this few INTIMATE friends, well that's kind of true. The stupid hot weather causing my neighbours to feel dizzy and sleepy, the noob even claimed that his heart beats rapidly. KhaYee and I had an intensive revision on chinese and thought of many stupid methods to memorize the biographies of the poets, hope it effectively helps. Today's a jinx day because the skirt is AGAIN stained with blood, the two fellows accompanied me to the toilet later. Had some white grape juice after coming back from school, online sekejap to update this post, replied Ikki's email, and then, CALCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCULUS :D

Tuesday, 6th Oct.
I was very confident to do well in both of the papers. So no worries for today :D In the end, chinese shit, calculus shit, mood shit. Everything has become a shit now. I lost everything I used to have, have no idea of how am I going to spend the holidays. Nerdy or what, just for one month only. Please! Go through the hard cores within this stupid critical month and then you can swim like a fish, fly like a bird (大海从鱼跃，长空任鸟飞)! I need motivations! Anyway so hungry now. Penguin and I are facing dilemma, tomorrow is unknown.

Wednesday, 7th Oct.
First of all, so sorry to my kiaz :( I felt really bad for it.
Soon got in WeyNee's toy car and sped to Mid Valley, also with Shennie's car gang :D We had a not-so-wonderful lunch in that, oh should I spell it as a restaurant? Anyway recalled of olden times during the lunch and also something that I dont know any about it, apparently we dont have something in common anymore. Sorority Row later, I'd covered my face for almost half of the movie time, those people are totally insane. However the foam party in the scenes recalled me that I used to have fun with it few years ago in Singapore, ohh it was awesome! We then spent about an hour in the bonita shop which girls have got themselves a chain with names on it. Penguin was just kept on capturing while I hesitated whether or not to get myself the necklace too. Eventually I got myself a 17 birthday present which is a '17' necklace that cost me RM17, and today's 7th! How coincidentally :) and 10 days to go.

not so happy =\

Thursday, 8th Oct.
I thought of something in the morning and that was really saddening, hopefully I wouldnt have that negative thinking anymore. I cleaned up my wardrobe and it's tidier now as I always mess up the wardrobe by throwing whatever into it, not according to the categories. Then when I was looking for something nice to wear I would throwing them out of the wardrobe and they simply unfolded, so I would throw them back into it. So I found out that it's time to renew the closet, go for stuffs tomorrow :D Then I started to clean my room. SenHong called, why am I feeling that the BBQ thingy is so gonna be a failure? But that would be so fun I supposed. There's no books laying on the floor now and I actually took out the UEC text books from my cupboard :))))) Oh I am a little lazy to get myself to that place tomorrow, hope there's a car! =\

Friday, 9th Oct.
I begin to feel the loveliness of the morning as I woke up quite early these days. I had a GREAT breakfast today although it was just panmee. Then I silently went to SgWang to meet AhLan, KimJun and Noob, lunch in Gasoline. Frankly I dont like the Gasoline in SgWang, the services never get improved yet they're getting worse. Btw the waiter for today is a lengzai hah. We decided to have dinner together later so that AhLan and I would have more time for shopping! I didnt know that I am STILL love to sing until I went into greenbox again. AhLan and I have a target for today and that is: We must not back with empty hands!!! So we did shopping for a very longggggggggg time, the two fellows were really pity that they were missing for some time, and we couldnt call them. They secretly did something we dont know for sure, but they are not going to tell us the reason for missing sucha long period. I found a restaurant in Jalan Alor and god it's superb nice, felt so glad that we had our dinner there. AhLan and I went up and down in the malls to get me a heels for annual dinner, and also for the future I think because I need to get more into this society by adjusting my poor unraisable height :( The two fellows had gone back. We continued to TS and finally there are some which caught my attention. After comparing the loveliness of the heels in every shop and disappointed in certain occasions like there are no bigger sizes(!), I got myself one FINALLY. Thanks AhLan for accompanied me for so long :)) Mama and sister didnt say anything bad about that heels and said that it's nice! Perhaps I've chosen the right one. Good Night :D

OMG polaroid is on the plane now and coming back home♥

Saturday, 10th Oct.
I woke up and actually found that mama didnt get me the panmee which I did left her a note as reminding yesterday, so I finished the remaining Tim-Tam as my brunch. I watched Astro 311 which was airing the singing contest of China's team and Malaysia's ATQs. I am totally disappointed at Malaysia's, the China's wasnt awesome though. Back then I found that Taiwan's singing contests are the best like they have come out with superb singers, not mentioning just from the famous program One Million Star, but also Super Idol. 张芸京 is from Super Idol hahaha :D And then I watched some videos and then I saw CL again, IDK but I just ♥♥♥♥♥ her. JoKwon is seriously vivid in my mind now :DDDDD GD looks like KimBum, however :S My PPS failed to play videos, then I slept for 4 hours until mama called for dinner with dajie. Toto was annoying however she's cuter than ever. Then SenHong called again, then I am facing this screen and I am about to revise BIO later. Siiien.

Sunday, 11th Oct.
Report: I failed my words as I didnt even flip through BIO last night. Suin was back at midnight time! I've got many many presents from her like necklaces, boots which dont fit my foot, and not to forget about it, A POLAROID CAMERA. Peeps, I have finally owning a POLAROID, this isnt a dream anymore!! Mama gave a morning call to wake us up and get prepared to OneU later. So the morning was in a rush, but I still love the morning! Somehow I kept my eyes on heels in the mall today, maybe just a little addicted?Hehe. I again failed in dress hunting, so leave it to next outing. I felt sleepy suddenly, I thought it was because of the lens so I slept all the way back, and continued to sleep on the sofa after coming back. Suin woke me up suddenly, "Tomorrow want to go HK or not?" SOOOO syok! But after checking the ticket, it's kind of expensive now as airasia doesnt have any promotion. SO tomorrow is still unknown because she went out now and gotta wait until she's back. I easily feel sleepy these few days for god knows why, and people like to talk to me when I am still blur. Gonna watch Motosikal later because I found that ahboy is sooooo farny, love his randomness♥ Btw maybe there's a dilemma: HK or SenHong's? IDK. Maybe la.

Monday, 12th Oct.
I am still alive in Malaysia but not an eater in HK, too bad! Anyway Suin and I went to Pavilion for dress hunting again. In the end we got ourselves some stuffs but not even a dress. However I got my cravings in Cotton On, it's like finally, this is so gonna be my favorite site because things are much more cheaper than Topshop's which the designs are almost same. The Denim jacket in Topshop is about 250bucks where Cotton On's is only 60bucks, moreover they're exactly same! We were about to leave Pav and Suin insisted to take polaroid photo, so we just self-shot in front of the fountain. My first piece of polaroid in my life! I keep on looking it for several times, I L.O.V.E it! Then headed to TS and FINALLY got a dress :) We again went up and down in the mall and it was super tiring, she demanded(-.-) to have ice-cream to 'recharge', but I was still like a dead fish after Baskin Robins. Conversely she was fully recharged and dragged me to erjie's office rapidly, it was like really fast okay. Then we followed erjie headed straight to T.G.I. Friday as toto's papa kena toto(the real toto) and the number's toto's IC number!Hehe :) Another piece of polaroid of dajie together with toto has given to him :D Feel so contented today! Hunting progress is fun yet tiring!

Tuesday, 13th Oct.

Today's condition is bad. Sleep and maybe 1 bab of Sejarah? That's all. So sorry for my damn sluggishness. I always hope for the better me but fail to do so as well, so I dont know what else can I do for myself. I thought deeply during bed time, like really deep and made up some mind but I believe that that's not gonna stay long as I know myself the best. I have tried to understand that not everyone lives in the way I am, I try hard for this and I dont know how long does it take to fully understand it. And I freaking dreamed of something ridiculous, it's so gonna be my nightmare, although it was :S I hope that I wouldnt follow my mind blindly.

Wednesday, 14th Oct.

BBQ thingy kicks off today, and I dont remember how many people had rejected me for the past few weeks pfft. Anyway today's a blast!

Sulim- A nobody-wants-to-bother-her-although-it's-her-birthday-celebration birthday girl ToT

JiaJia- Dreaming of '我的未来人'

HuiLing- Sleeping ~~beauty~~beast

JianPei- Good man who cubit anyone who fall asleep

SenHong- My laoya friend who scared of bee and screamed in the dark and eventually hid inside the blanket

YihPerng- Bleach & Metal Slug, my marshmallow provider :)

KaiYuan- Downloading KTVs desperately, wasted his 'money' :( Poor kid.

Valerie- Master in sausages but, bitter sausages? x|

WeyNee- Unfathomable, undefinable. That's all I think.

EngEng- Another sleepy one who asked for home for several times.

Today deserves a post so I am not gonna elaborate it right now here :) Happy pillow talk, or fight :))

Thursday, 15th Oct.

Oh gotta get up so early in the morning to get back home. I kinda missing the fight in the room last night X) I was still blur while waiting my bus to come and the sleepy me missed two bus, O-H M-Y G-A-W-D. I'm exciting to see the photos we took last night but the USB port is having some problems I think? When I came back I found that my computer is actually as lao ya as SenHong's, omg. My C drive left only 600MB pfft. Uncle Suan gave us a call that tomorrow will be having dinner together with family at the korean restaurant which I saw the photos in his phone last time. USHHH! Tomorrow's night will be good for sure! Korean boy bands pop out lately, somehow I dont look good on them for they have kinda weird names?lol. Maybe someone like 2PM would be good, sigh :'( I still cant accept that he left.

Friday, 16th Oct. (Written on 19th Oct :P)
I finally did something good in my studies, a little bit of BIO :D I keep on seeing the photos we took that night, they are all very memorable and the most important is the photos are really nice! Then I was thinking that why was I looked like a dead fish on that night before the BBQ, it was really unworthy as I used some of my beauty sleeping time to think hard of it. I am so happy right now and complain no more. I dont know why but I just very looking forward to the dinner that night, maybe I will be just happy for going to a Korean restaurant that I've never been before. But our dinner started at 10 and ended at 12ish. Catch up with my cousins there and I wondered why we were not as close as that time during my granpa's funeral, however I did enjoyed the time there! The restaurant has a very nice environment and services although the waiters are not Korean but Indonesians. And yea, had my lovely BBQ beef again! :D Thanks Uncle Suan for giving each of us RM50 notes!HAHA, it's so good of you! Taking photos around and they sang me birthday song when the clock strike 12, received the messages and I have to say here that I did not reply all of the messages (in case if you sent me one), and thanks everyone out there :DD The study gang just called me to sing a birthday song and frankly I knew they would do that for sure, hmmmm I dont really know why I was thinking that way :)

Saturday, 17th Oct. (Written on 19th Oct)
Yayaya I sudah sampai ke 17 finally. I spent my day in Malacca with the maternal families and took a lot of crazy shots in the small room. This will be another post so stay tune for the updates later :D

******

Hope you enjoy reading this post because it's a real diary :D
I am no more 16 now and going to seek another life! 17 doesnt mean that I am seventeen years old but it's also my birth date 17/10, I will be 17 forever! Hmmm, today just talked to KhaYee that we only left about 10 days of high school life, not counting the SPM days anyway. 5 years gone like that :) I'm seeing my future vaguely, but I will try my very best to enjoy the life like nobody cares!~~(Like I dont care my calculus anymore LOL)~~

I lovelovelove you :D

Happy Sweet 17.

Sulim Yang @ 10:49 PM
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Antisocial

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

我不是为赋新词强说愁.

我真是愁到了一个点.

ㅠ.ㅠ

Okay, I cried :( The feeling isn't so right!

Sulim Yang @ 12:01 AM
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Hello Hello

Sunday, October 11, 2009

The 5 years has gone like that :)
I used to hate this society very much, I was being quite(?) active though, but still couldnt feel the warmth of this people. But oh I love you God because You asked me to stay still and good things usually come last. I actually wished for a proper farewell party but aiya, WHATEVER~ :D

So looks like this day was specially for the seniors only because I could feel that the juniors felt bored as seniors were playing the main roles that day. I got a 'board' from Wilayah NC which I didnt expected at all, and another 'board' from few members. ♥♥♥

♥The form5 and form6♥ plus one form4 crazy woman :D

The group that suffered the most in the second activity, we were holding so tight with each other and smelled the smelly odour of the bodies! I think we have been used to this because we happened to smell each other's for so many times already.

He made my breast pain and I made his leg pain LOL

♥This is exactly the situation while playing the game, YongSheng seemed to be the most enjoyable.

Group of the year :D

nantyan aaaa!!!♥ We are supposed to hang out again!

♥I'll miss this uniform girl so much T.T

♥The cant-live-without-each-other buddies, I will seriously miss their craziness and nonsenses!

♥ 3 to stay, 3 to leave :))

Oo I still remember this is the good boy friend♥

Crazy woman♥ Her artwork to me is so adorable like how she described my hair and so how did she drew my hair :DD

♥JiaYun, a superrrr kind senior that beats people powerfully!HAH.

WHERE IS SHERLYN, BING & Chicken Chopppp!!♥♥

♥♥

There will be a louyeh camping in the end of the year. Loookin forwardddd :D

Sulim Yang @ 7:00 PM
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I Actually Miss Her Lots♥

Saturday, October 10, 2009

There's a Korean fashion shop which I think is kind of 2NE1's styles will be opened in Mid Valley very soon! Looking forward to it!! :DDD Somehow I am just a little over her tonight♥

Sulim Yang @ 2:11 AM
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그냥 좋아

Friday, October 09, 2009

마중나온다고 했잖아. 그런데 왜 아무 소식도 왜 없는거야.
지난날들 나와 함께했던 넌데, 돌아온다는 약속도 잊어버린걸까.
너무 너무 잔인해도 지쳐버린 마음에 녹슬은 가슴에,
내가 벙어리가 됐어. 처음으로

너를 잃고 돌아서 가는 길, 잘못된 가슴으로 멀리도 가는길.
잠시라도 보고만 싶은데, 떠나가면 죽을지도,
살지도 못할거라 생각을 하지만 발걸음을 억지로 떼어,
눈물나오는데 왜 자꾸만 어리석게 자꾸 너만 불러.

울어. 니가 미워서, 울어 나를 떠나서 울어.
너 때문에 생활이 안돼. 미안해 가지마 절대 떠나지마.
울어 울어 울어서 한참을 살 수있다면,
그냥 울어. 너만 돌아와주면, 다시내게 오면 안울께.

추억 그게 우습지, 이제와 소용없잖아.
너 떠난뒤에 이 빈자리가 채워지질 않아. 그래도 떠올려.
생각해보면 좋아서 위로라도되니 추억인가보다.
깊은밤 내 어깨에 잠든 니 향기에 취해 잠들었던 지난기억.

울어. 니가 미워서, 울어 나를 떠나서 또 울어.
너 때문에 생활이 안돼. 미안해 가지마 절대 떠나지마.
울어 울어 울어서 한참을 살 수있다면,
그냥 울어. 너만 돌아와주면, 다시내게 오면 안울께.

너 없이는 단 하루라도 못살잖아 그걸 알면서,
내가 죽는다는걸 알면서, 왜 날 버려 나를 이렇게 못살게.

울어. 내가 못나서, 울어 잡지못해서 울어.
망가졌어 영원히 안돼. 아파요 제발 가지마 사랑해.
울어 울어 울어서 한참을 살수있다면,
그냥 울어. 너만 돌아와주면, 다시 내게 오면 안울께.

ㅎㅎㅎThis is not a proper post heh.

Sulim Yang @ 11:54 PM
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Ikki

Monday, September 28, 2009

Just received emails from someone :)

I haven't seen you for a long time.
I'm Shinmoto Ikki!
Do you remember me?

I'm sorry not email me for a long time.
It was not possible to email because I'm not so much time.

Sure I remember :D It has been one year ago since you left Malaysia!
So how are you recently, the other boys as well? :)

I failed in the interview as student exchange to Japan, means I don't have the chance to go to Japan this year!! Feel so sad about it :(

As much as one year has already passed since I visited Malaysia!Other all are fine!

Oh,that's very regrettable T-TBut you can come to Japan privately.Please stay at my house if you come.My family is welcoming it very much!

Omg, "Please stay at my house if you come." ♥

Do you remember him? :D
Proud to say that I have a Japanese friend like him!HAH.

Sulim Yang @ 11:20 PM
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